I have honestly never felt so unwanted in my life. My best friend doesnt even hang out with me anymore and i’m not even invited to any of my friends “group hang outs”. The guy that i had been talking to doesn’t want me anymore. I literally just feel like everyone has forgotten about me and all I can do is cry. I’m so unhappy. The only time I ever have fun is when i’m with my sister and her friends. They are the closest thing I have to friends these days. I’m terrified for when my sister foes back to college and Mike goes to college. I’m going to have nobody. I’m so god damn lonely and I don’t know how to handle it. I just want to feel wanted. Just for once. This summer is already terrible and it just started. The only friend I have left is Ashley and I rarely even see her. I’m so tired and sick and just emotionally drained. I get left out of everything and you know what? It really hurts. But nobody seems to care.